The anti climatic fortune teller

2009-10-27T15:17:00.001+08:00

Aiyah, im shifting blog..

Blogger is for the timid!

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-10-19T08:13:00.002+08:00

Oh boy. It's the first day of school. My mum is all jolly because she has nothing to do for the rest of her life, and jollyness isn't my forte as of today.. My classes start early this sem, and i must wake up when the farmers do. Plus, my aircon isn't working so im sleeping in my sister's room & you know how i dont do well in other peoples' beds...

And did someone say politics?

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-10-17T22:07:00.002+08:00

See, today was good. Why can't all days be like this? Oh yeah, cuz that's too much to offer.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-10-16T20:52:00.002+08:00

Okay so today is my last weekday of freedom.. Wish me luck?

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-10-08T10:45:00.001+08:00

Aiyah what a horrible life i lead. School starts in less than 2 weeks, i dont know what i'll do then.. Probably kill myself. My driving test date is on the 24th november, not 23rd which is Sunny's birthday so i'll probably fail. Hmm lets see, what else. My fuck buddy doesn't wanna talk to me & its going to rain real heavy today.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-10-03T11:26:00.002+08:00

"Isn't it fair? You call me at the most awkward of times and i dot the same to you?? We just got to get a jackpot timing no?"

Balls on fire, i didn't know you actually cared! Im touched.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-09-29T11:39:00.000+08:00

I can't do much.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-09-26T16:55:00.002+08:00

Ohhh boyy... I am so tired. Looking forward to tomorrow's race + Travis though! :) What will probably be the highlight of my retarded weekend. I dont know how im gonna last tonight... Aha, i shall get a fix from Vik, since you so kindly asked! Har!

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-09-19T15:31:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to me!! :)

Nothing bad has happened yet :)

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-09-18T22:42:00.002+08:00

Bad things happen on my birthday, you know? I have a history of shitty stuff happening on the 19th of september every year, i wonder what's in store for me tomorrow.. Im bracing myself.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-09-17T20:58:00.001+08:00

Congratulations, fiddlesticks :)! See, my *feelings* are always right. Most of the time.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-09-17T12:52:00.002+08:00

The sky is falling but there's still a tomorrow! My birthday is on Saturday, oh happy day! Why happy day, you ask? Because i'll be getting things & money but i'll always be the sodding loser i am, so don't worry, there's no party, just me & my pretty little ego. Do join us.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-09-13T19:27:00.003+08:00

I am so fucking pissy right now. Ugh, you make me want to piss my brain out in lumps of dried blood, fuck you.

What a bore, fuck the weekend, i hate weekends cuz i'll end up seeing you for like, two minutes & spend the rest of the day sulking.

Big bitch my arse, you're the bigger B, b.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-09-12T18:39:00.001+08:00

Cut the crap & we'll call it even.

I am going to play guitar hero.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-09-05T23:31:00.001+08:00

Ah! & so we meet again! Well, screw you over & call me a flying horse cuz im not in the mood & you're a piece of arse. Thank you.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-08-29T22:58:00.002+08:00

Not having you to talk to isn't that bad really. There's nothing much i'll miss out on. Nothing at all. It's just like.. Wiping cabbage from the face of the Earth. I don't eat it, so i don't care. Maybe other people do, but that'stheir problem. There's other things to eat in this world, so many other vegetables.. Then there's meat.

Oh well, fuck the crap analogy & fuck me while you're at it. I've got pretty tops, thank you very much.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-08-29T14:10:00.002+08:00

Haha i am Little Miss fuck one, fuck all. That's my motto from now on. Shall live by it.

It's so hot inside, i don't want to go out. It's so boring inside i don't want to stay home. Lets take a trip somewhere in my private jet, shall we? Watched Year One yesterday. What a load of bull (& im not only talking about the blasphemy). Olivia Wilde is hot though. Her birth name is Olivia Cockburn :) Me likey.

I am off to have some ang ku kueh, toodles.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-08-28T10:19:00.001+08:00

Oh, what a day.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-08-25T12:19:00.002+08:00

I thought you were different & i thought you would try. Well, i think many things in my life & they're mostly concoctions squeezed out of made for tv movies.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-08-23T17:43:00.001+08:00

Diet starts tomorrow. Seriously.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-08-21T21:15:00.001+08:00

Oh I wish I had a river
I could skate away on
But it dont snow here
It stays pretty green
Im going to make a lot of money
Then Im going to quit this crazy scene
I wish I had a river
I could skate away on
I wish I had a river so long
I would teach my feet to fly
Oh I wish I had a river
I could skate away on

Im so hard to hadle
Im selfish and Im sad
He tried hard to help me
You know, he put me at ease
And he loved me so naughty
Made me weak in the knees
Oh I wish I had a river
I could skate away on

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-08-20T22:43:00.002+08:00

It's a sad day. A very happy one at that. My exams are over! Joy to the whole fucking world!! I am free, mother, freeee!

But.. Driving practical starts next wednesday, sigh. Hopefully i get it over & done with then i can drive people up walls & stuff. Fun, fun :)

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-08-18T17:31:00.003+08:00

Fuck the exams!! I need to get my life back on track.. Need to cut my hair & dye my hair, need to exercise my sorrows away & in dire need of some shopping with no money. I want the Rubi black heels :(

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-08-14T18:29:00.002+08:00

Omg Keane yesterday was awesome!! Definitely one of the better concerts this year. Wait, i've only been to two concerts this year.. So, BEST concert this year! Tom Chaplin (yes i finally learnt their names) has really good showmanship, Tim was very cute, i dont know why i like, but i like. So anyway, PR exam today was rubbish, utter rubbish. Mainly because i think im partially deaf from the concert & don't remember a thing.

On another note, i am STARVING. I haven't eaten all day, can't wait for dinnerooos I also found out things i should know but dont. But more importantly, im discovering something that's quite fun & quirky, other than watching TV.

Oh well, sometimes i can be a sick ass idiot. We all are some point in our lives. Hopefully dinner will make me happy, because you definitely dont!

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-08-11T11:44:00.000+08:00

I wanna hit you to see if you cry, my mannequin!

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-08-01T13:03:00.003+08:00

Wishful thinking & i smell like chicken, what a wonderful time of the week!

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-07-27T11:13:00.002+08:00

The past week has been absolutely fucked up crazy! Didn't even have time to meet Roo, didn't even have time to take a crap, didn't even have time to do ANYTHING but work!! Im so glad this is gonna be over in about two weeks, i can't wait!

The weekend was pretty much weird, but it was definitely a lot better than working at school. I think im looking forward to this weekend... I just have to go through this week, & the next, & then everything will be fine, right?

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-07-12T23:13:00.000+08:00

I don't know if im losing my mind or what. I've got big shoes to fill for the longest time i could ever imagine. Oh, get me out of here. Or just do something. You know what.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-07-05T16:37:00.002+08:00

Wahh i haven't blogged in a while! Not like anyone reads anyway, except Roo. Hello Roo!

Anyway, i've been through too much in a week to blog about it. Im a jolly fellow & that's good news :)

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-06-27T19:08:00.001+08:00

Im gonna die at 20. Why? Cuz the talented die young. & also cuz its fucking stressful & im going to try to fly.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-06-17T19:25:00.002+08:00

Swimming is the best thing in the world, it's the only thing that can truly make me relax!

I think i was meant to be a dolphin. People stare at me like i am one anyway. Sex for pleasure, makes weird sounds, has a huge nose. Yep, im a dolphin.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-06-13T19:48:00.002+08:00

When i want to get out of situations i don't wanna be in, i lie. That's just how my brain operates now days...

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-06-08T12:06:00.002+08:00

Nice nice taco.

Yesterday was awesome. We watched Drag Me To Hell, hilarious! Loved the cinematography & angles. It's so much better than the usual modern horror flicks. Very very old school, it was even by Ghost Picturhouse, beat that! I like. 4 stars.

It's the last week of school before the two week break, i can't wait cuz waiting isn't my thing.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-06-04T00:20:00.002+08:00

UGH WE MAKE THE WORLD MISERABLE!

What a nice day, because i finally met Roo after two weeks. Lectures in the morning were a waste of time & coming home to face nothingness is also a waste of time. I have a feeling it's going to be a crappy week. Well, what's left of it anyway. Can't wait for term break!

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-06-01T12:20:00.001+08:00

Horrible, horrible. I am a horrible human being. I feel like shit & i act like shit so i belong six feet under, honestly.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-05-31T00:59:00.002+08:00

Every single one of us deserves something better, don't we?

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-05-24T20:00:00.002+08:00

Sometimes all you really need is a good cry.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-05-16T16:53:00.001+08:00

Woah, i haven't been here in a long time.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-05-11T13:23:00.001+08:00

Always happy, forever like this.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-05-06T23:24:00.001+08:00

I hate this politicking nonsense, why can't you all just get the fuck along. I feel like im in bloody primary school again. Freaks.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-05-06T22:19:00.004+08:00

School's been a killer. The company has been totally shit, i officially hate you people. Today's Roo's birthday so i practically ran away from the hell hole to meet her, i forgot what good company was until now.

Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROO, & i wish we could meet up more before i go insane :(

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-04-25T22:15:00.001+08:00

I had the best day ever.

I'm a lucky duck :D

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-04-19T00:11:00.001+08:00

God only knows.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-04-15T09:03:00.000+08:00

It's the ones you love the most who can lift you in an instant, & destroy you without trying.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-04-08T21:41:00.002+08:00

When i feel that i can't even get something that simple right, when i fail to help you with the smallest of problems, when you have to go to someone else to solve it, well, i get angry. Is that wrong?

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-04-04T15:59:00.002+08:00

IMMA BACK!

Manila was quite good, but i was so fucking glad to be home!

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-03-27T12:25:00.001+08:00

HAHAHA IM A MOLE & I LIKE IT.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-03-21T21:51:00.002+08:00

Tell me what you've seen. Was it a dream? Was i in it? Tell me if its true- that i need you, you are changing.

You come in on your own, & you leave on your own. Forget the lovers you've known & your friends on your own.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-03-19T16:06:00.000+08:00

I had a dream last night that i had no nipples & i could look through the insides of my body by looking through the holes that should be my nipples. At certain angels i could see my heart, no it wasnt black, it was very bloody & beating & had veins all around it, like how a heart should look. Then i saw little people in my liver, or was it my lungs. I wanted to see how my stomach looked like but i couldn't get to that angel & ended up falling into the mirror, back into my bed & then i woke up.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-03-16T14:03:00.002+08:00

SO BRYAN & ROO HAVE NEW i-THINGS.

BRYAN GOT AN iPHONE :O & ROO HAS NEW iTOUCH. I WANT SOMETHING.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-03-13T19:46:00.001+08:00

My nails are the beautifullest shade of red, so beautiful i could marry it.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-03-13T15:48:00.003+08:00

I feel like deleting all the pigs that call themselves my classmates off of my life. There's nothing you do for me, & we all know i've no desire to do anything remotely sane for you people anyway, so thank you very much for leaving me alone during the holidays (except for the unexpected, unnecessary, UNKNOWN call from Fatfred yesterday). Really appreciate it!

I'm brimming with joy with only my family, Roo & Bryan, don't need anyone else. & if any of those six were to leave me, my world would most definitely end, but i'd still won't need you bunch of twits. Somehow, i wish people would stop judging, or scrutinizing, or gossiping, or wondering about me. I'm not that interesting & if it fascinates you to think that i'm fine on my own, you seriously need some help. Or maybe some proper friends.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-03-11T22:53:00.001+08:00

I'm starting have an extremely different look on things now. & i kind of like it.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-03-06T17:33:00.001+08:00

I want my jeans. I want my jeans back.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-03-01T16:39:00.001+08:00

Hot Rod was hot.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-02-24T21:58:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday Shamran! Hope you have a good one, with whoever you decide to spend it with (: I know you'll always be the only one in schoool who'll back me up no matter what, so a post all for you on your 18th! Joy!

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-02-23T20:20:00.001+08:00

I bought Tom & Jerry knickers today & im oh so happy. Nothing's gonna change my world.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-02-22T00:08:00.002+08:00

Woah. People, in general, are like 75% happier than i am. I didn't know that.

Today was boring as hell. I didn't do anything except sleep, eat, jog, eat. In that literal order. Except that i jogged for about two minutes, & ate about 20 meals.

Im pathetic. I'll just sit here & cry watching lions & sucking at geo challenge. All hail self pity!

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-02-21T15:34:00.001+08:00

My exams are over & im so happy i could cry.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-02-16T14:07:00.002+08:00

"KAY ONCE AGAIN NEEKEE IS DEAD HAHAHAHAProbably dancing around with fairies but hello she has a paper tmr lol she better be studying ah not with that Pakiam i tell you.. Damn worried for her lah the last time i spoke t her she was in denial abt her exam lolol the poor sod."

Yep so that was my day yesterday. PLUSSSSS, i learned how to kill zombies & i wanna do it for a living :D :D :D

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-02-12T19:09:00.003+08:00

My oh my i havent blogged in ages! I've been studying non-stop with Roo since Monday. Haven't got as much things done as i would've liked, but oh well. At least im getting somewhere.. Someone should implement a TWO-week study break. Especially for people with more than three papers! Gah.

I've heard from a couple of classmates that they're struggling too, good for them because they're all smart asses & will ace all the papers even if the exams were in Finnish. Should've never attempted to enter a course where you've got the highest EQ but the lowest IQ.

I will survive.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-02-08T17:32:00.000+08:00

DONKEYS, hahahaha! Im okay, im fine. Really.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-02-07T14:03:00.000+08:00

I don't care if Monday's blue, Tuesday's grey & Wednesday too. Thursday, i don't care about you. Its Friday, i won't see your faces for sixty one days! I don't care if Monday's black, Tuesday, Wednesday- heart attack. Thursday, never looking back. Friday i won't see your faces for sixty one days!

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-02-01T23:40:00.002+08:00

What a lovely weekend to block out the crazy week ahead & the dreadful week after! My exams are in two weeks, & i just realised i've got a D+ grade for accounts & haven't even touched any of my other subjects yet. I'm seriously going to need a miracle. Or a genie.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-01-31T00:08:00.002+08:00

I love music video production! It's one of my happiest moments! Anyone who wants to do a music video, come to me, i'll put my heart, soul, left foot, right foot, eyes, nose, mouth into producing one for ya (:

Today was very... EYE opening. I realised who's the main cause for the lack of friends each of the five of us have. Or well, four, from the looks of it now. Oh wells. Walk away if you want to. Its ok, if you need to. You can run, but you can never hide from the shadow thats creeping up beside you. Right? Hahahaha.
Well i had fun with you guys today. Just like the old times. Sometimes i miss it, sometimes i don't but today really made me realise how much relaxed i'd feel if every other school day was like this.

Anywho, i'm glad i'll be out of this hell hole in a week's time. Joy joy! I'll be so bored, & so lonely -(what with Bryan only getting out of school when i START, but i have Roo, thats for sure)- & that really beats having to tolerate a bunch of possums that think they're at a circus audition.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-01-28T15:18:00.001+08:00

A four day long weekend gone already? I'm at school, very productive & happy with my current group mates. Annoyed like hell with the other bees who only seem to see one person out of 6 billion (the last time i checked). Spontaneity! Haha, a load of bull. But it's nice that you have some.

Watched Eden Lake yesterday. British horror movie, which means: Poor vocabulary, gory like hell & brilliant concept. Although thinking about it is making me sick. It was pretty much not predictable, which is good because other horror movies usually put me to sleep. Very nice, but you know how i loveeeee blood. If you can't even stand looking down at your soaked tampon, then don't bother. Haha, im making myself nauseous.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-01-24T22:34:00.000+08:00

UGHTYREDBJNAGOGHG NGAQEGJASJDAOSL,RB hehe.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-01-24T14:41:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was pretty hectic. Had MFM test, which i was almost late for. Pretty much screwed it up but thanks to Fiona, Elizabeth & Vinoid's wonderful sharings, at least i know i can score a definite 3/30.. Screwed up my 5% on each insight paper as well since i didn't bring my laptop & forgot to transfer the files to my thumbdrive to print in school. I sent Mr A a hysterical email about someone dying, hopefully he won't come up with a splendid sarcastic remark about it.

Finally met Roo at AMK after, to watch Bride Wars (!!) It was like a premonitive story about Neekee & Roo. But whatever, had nice sushi & searched the world for chicken rice before going home to a very nice conversation & dreadful work that's due on Wednesday.

Nice long weekend ahead of us, don't waste it away like how i will.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-01-20T22:51:00.004+08:00

What a wonderful world this could/would/should be.

Oh, the many things i'd do if i were anyone else!

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-01-19T23:23:00.002+08:00

This week of school has got to be the most stressful yet. Tomorrow's PSM test is way to early for my liking because we've got the music video shoot after that & Okto fucking Live at MediaCorp until 9pm. Which means, we end late two days in a row. Not to mention, two insight papers, plus MFM test which i haven't even started on & our Broadcast interview questions due on Friday.

The people in school have no fucking clue how immature they are & the lecturers will never know how much effort some of us are putting in & how some of us are just feeding off other people's grades. A 2.7 GPA-er will probably reach a 3.7 at the rate (s)he's lifting off their groupmate's work. Oh what a joyful world we live in! & a very fair one too. Life goes on because karma is my bestest friend.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-01-16T17:43:00.002+08:00

Very stressed.. (: I accidentally broke my beloved wireless mouse & now i have to use the hideous shiney-rhinestoned-can-see-from-the-moon mouse that is so tiny & bright & makes a weird noise. ): ): But on the bright side (even brighter than my new mouse), it's Friday! Hurrah!

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-01-13T13:36:00.004+08:00

I really really need a chill pill. I get so hysterical easily. Not to mention paranoid. I'm already paranoid by nature but now it seems like i get paranoid by the second. Even a tree can make me paranoid. I hate it, i hate it! Maybe it's the minge controlling my head. I hope so, at least it'll be over in a few days.

I want to go shopping for clothes to suit my new hairstyle. Money?

& i need to STUDY.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-01-12T22:07:00.000+08:00

Nonono, i've still got my evil streak. My niceness was the absence of someone rather than the absence of hair. Hah!

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-01-12T15:49:00.005+08:00

Heheh, i chopped off my hair & i've lost my evil streak & gained some... Niceness. That's a good thing, very good. (:

School sucked today. 930am make-up class plus a six hour break after that which was used for Storyboarding meeting. Dumb, seriously. So now im sitting like a loser waiting for the next class which starts in ten minutes, that will finish approximately half an hour to forty five minutes earlier. What a waste of time. Not to mention, my attendence for Media fucking Finance is 86%. Joy!

I feel very lonely & want to dig a whole in the groud to curl up & die with the burning ring of fire that's my uterus.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-01-07T09:28:00.003+08:00

"You look like you're going to the beach today."

I feel so stressed. I don't like school. School's supposed to end at 2pm today, but since some people insist that public holidays are the fault of all mankind, theres a make-up lesson from 4-6pm. Joy joy! What more, it's a fucking useless class. We learn how to photoshop yeah, its pretty unbelievable. I'm glad i skipped night classes last night. Watching Grey's Anatomy & Desperate Housewives on a Tuesday night for the first time in twelve weeks is seriously the highlight of my week. Wait, make that the highlight of my year.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-01-06T17:04:00.003+08:00

I am away from night classes, studying at Macs & freezing my ass off because you really need to keep your hands off him, its disgusting. Other than that, i feel lovely today (:

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-01-04T23:50:00.004+08:00

There are many things i want. Many, many things. Like; time.. Money.. More food.. Love.. But there a few things that i need. Really, really need. Like; to do work when i need to, to stop taking cabs to school, to eat half my meal so there's another half to look forward to later, to not be so self centered.

So those are my New Year's resolutions, a bit late i know. But as unfulfilled as they will be on the 31st Dec 2009, i shall try my very best.

you know you love me*
Nix

2009-01-02T22:38:00.003+08:00

I'm off to Melacca tomorrow! On a hunt for dino sweets & places to play with D40.

Until then, im a chihuahua in moon boots & space goggles.

you know you love me*
Nix

2008-12-31T23:24:00.003+08:00

Oh oh, consecutive blogging!

I GOT MY D40 TODAY!! (: (: Excitement will flourish overnight, i'll probably post about it again tomorrow.

We watched Seven Pounds today, was pretty good. Very drabby, very depressing & slow moving, but it will make your bone marrow hurt & your hair stand (if the cinema is cold enough).

Anyways, im off to play with NIKON, see you next year. Toodles!

you know you love me*
Nix

2008-12-31T23:22:00.001+08:00

Tribute time! Cuz my life is full of amusement.

Melissa Gomes at 4:25pm December 31 2008
how you do that!! so nice!

Russell Morton at 8:08pm December 31 2008
Haha... :) Thanks.

Hahahaha, the good old days? You're not even answering her question lah dey!
:D :D

Happy 2009, everyone. May the new year be newer, ahead & a number after of the previous one!

you know you love me*
Nix

2008-12-28T13:49:00.003+08:00

Do you know what i hate more than funerals? Weddings. I absolutely despise most weddings. But i loved this one. It was so... Peaceful. It was just a wedding, not a marriage, cuz they already seemed like they were married anyways. Now that's nice. & i'm happy. For them more than anything. Look at me, being happy for someone else. Now that's a first.

you know you love me*
Nix

2008-12-25T15:12:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas to all the merry people who merrily read this not so merry blog of mine. Happy holidays, while it lasts!

you know you love me*
Nix

2008-12-20T21:16:00.003+08:00

In the end.. Karma will be a bigger bitch than i'll need to be.

What an unproductive day! (Productive tree-wise & sleep-wise, nothing else). I had an overnight headache from yesterday, it turned into a mini migraine so i just locked myself in the room with loads of panadol for the day. All i did was eat & sleep, i feel slobbish & fat. A midnight run sounds good. Very good.

Its funny how the people i envy are basically terribly depressed with no friends, no life & a fucked family. I really wonder which i'd rather be.

you know you love me*
Nix

2008-12-19T22:49:00.003+08:00

Your questions are dumb & appauling.

I'm pretty satisfied with today's shopping. Managed to get my Christmas clothes, three dresses for $150, pretty cheap aye.

Tofu in my spaghetti = mmm mmm, good. (Y)

you know you love me*
Nix

2008-12-17T18:43:00.002+08:00

Yay, i think i'm finally starting to feel like its the holidays. (:

you know you love me*
Nix

2008-12-16T21:13:00.002+08:00

Ah, shopping today was good, although i practically only bought knickers. Five to be exact. Very, very, very happy! Now i want Marks&Sparks chocolate rasins ):

Tomorrow's damn group meeting is canceled, so will probably just meet up with Bryan to do his dissertation thinggy in the morning, & the rest of the day im free! Not sure if i should go present hunting after that. Gahh, time passes fast like hell.

& my feet hurt.

you know you love me*
Nix

2008-12-15T17:14:00.004+08:00

Aha! Watched Journey in 3D yesterday, was good, yes was like a roller coaster ride at some parts & the hiker girl is hot. Joy joy. Got some good bargains at Cathay's Gramophone as well (Y).

Today was tiring, but very fun. Couldn't find the custom made boots though ): I shall start a new search online. I think Malaysia got. Im a happy camper.

Meeting Roo tomorrow. Long-awaited & quite excited to finally go proper Christmas shopping.

you know you love me*
Nix

2008-12-14T15:17:00.003+08:00

Hurr. Christmas tree hunting has become such a bore, due to the absence of actual Christmas trees.

I'm dying to watch Journey to the Center of the Earth in 3D. One scene is like a roller coaster ride. I like. & we're finally on holiday. But two reports are due on the 29th, i shan't express how sad that is. Thank god for good groupmates.

you know you love me*
Nix

2008-12-11T23:19:00.002+08:00

Oh for fucks sake.

I've got unwanted guests coming to my Christmas party because im oh so popular & everyone loves me.

Fuck you all, where were you when i wanted some white sweets?

you know you love me*
Nix

2008-12-05T23:44:00.003+08:00

Wow, im a good actor. I guess honestly it shouldnt matter to the both of us, but i know it matters a hell lot to you & because of that, i feel like shit. I feel like its my fault, & it most definitely is anyways but... No, no buts. I'll make a change. I think i'll have to eventually. & tomorrow's the day.

you know you love me*
Nix

2008-12-03T16:59:00.005+08:00

The past few days made me think.

Going for Kraftwerk tonight, & dinner at Thai Express. We've never had anything so precisely planned out before. This is definitely a first.

& so this is Christmas.

edit: What a lovely day! Pulp Fiction was gooooood (Y), dinner was gooooood (Y)(Y), Kraftwerk was gooooooood (Y)(Y)(Y)!! What more could a spoilt little brat like me ask for. The grass is greenest on my side today for once! (:

you know you love me*
Nix

2008-12-02T12:30:00.001+08:00

Fiona's away on HOLIDAY & im stuck with the boys woopdeedoo.

you know you love me*
Nix

2008-11-30T09:42:00.001+08:00

A dream come true. I really believe in karma. I think its my middle name.

you know you love me*
Nix

2008-11-28T22:42:00.005+08:00

Whoever doubts you, i told them to.

Today i learnt, that theres always someone else who will treat you better, who will love you harder, who will make you happier. Always. You dont even have to look for someone who will do all those things. They're right infront of you, all of them. Its like a cycle. Vicious & cold.

No, not the cycle. The cycle leaves you vicious & cold. Why would anyone want to stop there? Theres so much more to see. Your life is the map of the world, go to places you havent been, especially the old ruins that you know are there but are too difficult to get to. Its an experience of a lifetime.

Sometimes you just want to sit down & listen to some Icelandic music. Hahahah im a redhead now. Well, partially.

Good luck to everyone whos taking a turn, for the better. I know i am. I've resorted to talking in riddles too.

you know you love me*
Nix

2008-11-27T21:43:00.001+08:00

Hello sweet thing.

Not me.

you know you love me*
Nix

2008-11-26T21:46:00.003+08:00

Bullshit bullshit. The whole world is filled with bullshit. Dung from a bull's arse. Bullshit! Plain fucking foul smelling brown pile of shit from a bull.

All of us should burn in hell. With the bullshit. Its like fuel right? Ignites fire. Ya thats what we all are, piles of bullshit igniting fire because everyone else's business is a thrillion times more interesting than our own.

you know you love me*
Nix

2008-11-25T21:04:00.003+08:00

Im dying of

Fullness
Stress
Fatigue
Boredom
Lack of Christmas spirit

Manic Street Preachers were fwooh last night, mainly cuz we were right infront (never been that close to the stage before), made friends with the Sting lookalike LAMC dude etc etc. But they were good, although the set list was like missing about a hundred other good songs. & they started an hour late. Rockstars.

you know you love me*
Nix

2008-11-22T21:31:00.003+08:00

Omg i saw U23D today! Finally! Was amazing. I could see the dirt under the Edge's nails & Bono's pores dripping with sweat. Ultimately sexy. Bryan fought with the GV & Fullerton people. Fucking bad co-ordination! Im going to write in about them. & about this GV girl, she was so helpful, i could've kissed her. Worth the wait & the fight! They better bring in more good stuff for next year's 3DX Festival. Woooo.

you know you love me*
Nix

2008-11-22T00:41:00.002+08:00

Theres sooooo many things i miss about sem one. Time mostly, & of course, the people i knew. Looking at your pictures... I think new brains came with those hairstyles. Or no brains at all. Walking back to YCK with the both of you & the fake hugs. Fake fake fake. Sad sad sad. Oh well, life goes on :D

On a lighter note, sem two leaves me with two minutes of free time a week, totally erasing my ability to take things forgranted. I like that.

you know you love me*
Nix

2008-11-14T23:15:00.003+08:00

Michael Jackson is the coolest mofo! Very nice. And Janet Jackson has some serious obsession with her breasts cuz they're too small, i assume.

But why does Youtube disable embedding now? Oh well, Clicky clicky!

you know you love me*
Nix